[ chuck keeps his silence for every step they take. it isn't locked away like a jealous lover, or stuffed into a drawer like old photographs- but his mouth doesn't twitch and his expression doesn't flicker. chuck shares no likenesses perhaps because he offers none in return. it's the kind of thing one might seek out in others- a sense of belonging, or a lack of aloneness. to be a jaeger pilot means that he will exist perpetually between these two extremes, and there's a quiet understanding of this fact that pours into his bones until it takes root. until it becomes commitment. until it's all he is outside the corps and all he is outside of striker.
all he is outside the drift.
alayne leads the way and her wolf goes on ahead, but chuck says nothing. it is as much a dry resignation as it is a child's petulant (meaningless) protest. ]
[ Alayne knows the way by heart and can find Isaac Clarke's room blind, if need be. There are times when she visits late at night when the lights in the hallways flicker and burn out and there is nothing left to do but feel around in the dark. Luckily there is none of that needed today, with Lady trotting ahead easily and Alayne following with Ranger Hansen pulling up the rear.
Somewhere along the way as they climb the stairs to the third floor she pulls out her watch from her dress and sends him fair warning that they're to arrive soon. When they finally reach the door in question Alayne stands infront it but then fails to knock. Turning on her heel she meets Ranger Hansen's gaze, leveling him evenly with a simple declaration. ]
Engineer Clarke has agreed to this turn of favor. Please do not ruin it with your— [ You-ness. ] —barking.
[ And then before he can so much as respond, Alayne has turned again and is knocking briskly upon Isaac's door. Once, twice, in a careful rhythm — one he'd recognize as specifically her. ]
[ he's sketching in a notebook when he gets the text from alayne. a warning of sorts. they'll be here soon, she says, which gives him enough time to set out a few tools (what he thinks he might need and perhaps some precautions otherwise). he has a vague idea as to what alayne requires his assistance for, so his tools are lined on one of the small desks they've been given.
the knock comes, thankfully, expected, bringing him to slip out of his room slowly at first.
when he meets them at the door, he greets alayne first with a nod and then lady with a careful ruffle between her ears that turns into a gently scratching just along her jaw. turning his attention to chuck is the last thing he does, observing him briefly from top to bottom and stepping to the side of the door to let them in. ]
[ his mouth is open even as her knuckles come to the door, and whatever it is that keeps the words in his mouth is a matter of opinion. he's certainly never been afraid to speak his mind, despite the content or the audience. that he's formed some fragile rapport with a girl who is barely more than that, a girl, that nearly the entirety of their conversations are bickering- doesn't occur to him. she tells him to mind his manners and chuck wants to bark back that this is her stupid idea- that she' the one checking on him. turning up with clothes and questions- herding him around the city like he's some adopted charge.
but the door comes open all the same and the moment is lost.
the man standing there is as much what he expected as he isn't- though this is owed largely to chuck's absolute lack thereof. there's a guarded gratitude in his expression, because there has to be something when he's wearing the guy's clothes- but verbal extensions don't appear forthcoming. lady's tail bats against chuck's knee, and he doesn't look down. ranger hansen. it's the first time in what feels like an age that anyone's said it with that kind of inflection. his spine straightens on reflex, and the dip of his chin is fractional- but present nonetheless. ]
[ Isaac opens the door and, without truly meaning to, Alayne lights up the way a room fills with light the moment a switch is thrown or a candle is lit. Lady takes to the man immediately (much like as with Chuck only warmer), that bat bat bat against Chuck's leg only intensifying before she breaks from her mistresses side completely and pads into the small suite of rooms as if she truly belonged there.
Alayne does not hesitate to follow after, though she pauses long enough to return Isaac's nod with a tiny curtsey of her own. This looks and feels, on her part, almost perfunctory in the way her gaze lowers not out of modesty but amusement, some unspoken exchange passing briefly between her and Isaac before she too brushes past, her hand very briefly touching his elbow as she does so. There is an air about her now that is decidedly different than when it had simply been her and Ranger Hansen. She seems young, not in naive way, but in a way that is self-aware and almost mischevious; a mix of don't be cross with me and look what I've found and he's awful, just wait and see. The transition between one version of Alayne and the next is practically seamless, a deft trading of temperaments. If Chuck is a dog whose bark she must suffer, Isaac is like a modest star whose sunlight she's eager to drink.
She moves about the room with easy familiarity, pausing at his table to study the tools he's laid out, a hand touching his notebook. ] Four hands, Isaac? [ she asks.
[ the question is clear and isaac glances down with a little laugh before he gestures for chuck to follow. it's easy to learn to read someone after time spent in close quarters. he looks down at the tools briefly before nodding at her. ]
Four.
[ he says it with a wave of his fingers, thumb tucked against his palm as he looks at chuck with a slight uptick in his lips. she'd been helpful in prying off his own armor, hands small and deft. no doubt she'd be of use again. looking over chuck once more, he eyes the suit carefully while approaching. there's an ease to his steps as he takes a few steps around him. there's a sense of curiosity that sometimes likes to overtake him. technology doesn't exactly waltz right through the door every day here. ]
You mind if I get a closer look?
[ to touch. he asks it out of courtesy--met with none on occasion. but there's a part in the back, he can see it nestled straight down the middle, that might make for a good starting point; bolted in to various plates that come around. ]
[ they move around each other comfortably. chuck doesn't have a wealth of experience with being the third wheel, with being the any wheel if he's going to try and nail it down. the only real connection he had with a human being extended to his old man- and they sure as hell aren't friends. the only familiarity chuck's ever known has come from the absolutes of throwing himself into someone else's head, of someone else into his own so deep that he could get lost in the spaces where he stopped existing.
he's distantly aware that friendships sometimes bear responsibility for this kind of thing- but it isn't something he wants to think about.
it leaves chuck watching on with a shuttered sort of awareness, and nodding when he's directly asked after. he isn't wary, and he sure as hell isn't afraid- but it's clear that he's at something of a loss all the same. his drivesuit is special- for what it does and what it means. while not necessarily a man who placed particular importance on sentimentality, it's- a stretch all it's own that he's here. allowing someone else to get their hands on it. to take him apart. ]
Poly-carbonate on top. [ chuck steps in and moves into a semi-circle. it frees up just enough of his would be spinal cord for a good look without turning his back entirely. ] 'Ers a circuitry suit underneath.
[ Alayne knows that she is, for the most part, no longer needed here. Like the tools that Isaac has left out in tidy rows on his table, she would play the part of instrument for him — narrow wrists and small hands but clever fingers at his beck and call. While being willfully wielded often held darker connotations for Alayne, she understands that Isaac is an exception. She could brandish him just as readily against her enemies (arguably with more ease and even fewer qualms) and in that reciprocation of vulnerability and control there was a kind of comfort, one born of understanding and shorn up by mutual care and adoration.
Tilting her head, she studies the unfamiliar planes of Ranger Hansen's suit as he turns. The light coming from the window catches the metal vertebrae of the clamp along his spine and she glances sideways at Isaac (to where the muted cyan glow of his RIG is visible from the nape of his neck all the way down his back). ]
Is it like a RIG? [ she asks Isaac, though the way her brow pinches suggests she doesn't think so. ] There is no light.
[ isaac keeps to his side, tipping his head to get a look at the line running the length of his back. there is no light. ] No... [ he reaches out carefully and settles a hand on one of chuck's shoulder's the pauldron nicked a little, but no worse for the wear. it's seen some shit, he surmises, as most suits do. glancing at the coloring, the markings, the logo on the shoulder, his brows furrow thoughtfully.
there are more of you. but he'll broach it later. ]
No, it's not.
[ this suit looks too cumbersome to walk around in. it's built for more than that. isaac has seen all kinds of suits in his day and age. his own is for extreme combat--the kind where the crowds are rough, the atmosphere is thin. he's seen vintage astronaut suits dating back to who knows when (maybe early 22nd century). soldier suits like carver's--large and menacing, frightening to look at through a civilian lense.
[ the nuances aren't his to know. he gets alayne. her apparent fascination with men in uncommon uniforms and collection of would-be protectors. guardians. he can make sense of that. but clarke touches his shoulder (a point of contact he can barely feel at all) and chuck tracks the movement of his features and the sweep of his gaze like he's working towards some kind of calculation.
alayne he gets. clarke- he hasn't got a number for.
he's got next to no reason to mix himself up in this, beyond what he can only assume is an extension of his role with the girl. chuck has a set of the man's clothes for christsake. but there's a bearing to his weight that feels familiar. the way technicians had moved around him in a team- assessing, learning- welding him together. it's in the flicker of his eyes. where they move to his designation, his markings, the notches of his mechanical joints. the line of chuck's shoulders doesn't soften- but it does ease.
his face moves- leaves the engineer to the purview (an extension of trust if there ever was one) to turn themselves to the line of tools. ]
Spine's last. Syncs up t'the circuitry. Plates go on quick, chest an'back usually one guy after the other. You'll need a rachet.
[ Alayne quickly falls into watchful silence, her blue eyes moving slowly back and forth between Chuck's gaze and Isaac's hands — the two points of contact that intrigue her most. If there was a secret to Ranger Hansen's suit, she has no doubt that he will discover it. By what magical alchemy of touch and inquisitiveness, Alayne could not rightly say, but she thinks if she watches hard enough maybe she'll learn. (He had taught her how to remove the plates of his own suit, how to find the latches with her fingers and how best not to get her skin caught in the catches. It had been a tedious process but one that, with time, she'd taught herself to master.
Chuck's suit, Alayne assumes, should prove no different.
Chuck should prove no different.)
The wariness that she'd been met with upon their first meeting is there couched in his gaze as the two men exchange back and forth about the armor. It's been so long since Alayne first crossed paths with the engineer that she no longer remembers what he had been like as a stranger — if he'd warranted suspicion at all beyond the usual tentativeness Alayne gave all strangers. Perhaps if she were left standing in a room with two people she barely knew, one of which poked and prodded at her, the other of which stared, she would feel just as wary.
(But she'd be better at pretending she didn't.)
At the word rachet, Alayne looks at Isaac to follow where precisely his gaze lands amongst the tools. When it finally rests on one, she moves to pick it up, the weight of it heavy in her hands as she holds it like a nurse awaiting a doctor's orders. ]
[ isaac has taken the time to reign himself in. it's part of what leaves him quiet, not quite as anxious as he might have been months ago. maybe it's alayne. maybe it's the fact that he's too engrossed in a new set of armor (spartan wear gets old and fast). he hears alayne before he even has to acknowledge the tool and when he turns, there's a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.
that's my girl is the sort of thing he'd say, but he keeps it to himself as he turns his eyes back to the situation at hand. ]
So we'll work... out from here...
[ he moves a bit more quickly now, finding bolts, remembering what seems to latch onto where (try that after, this will come before, that goes off later--it'll jam, don't want to bust it). he touches each one carefully--one, two... and so on before holding out his hand to alayne with a nod. this is the part that will be the most trying. the back is always delicate. whatever this piece is supposed to do, it's fastened in tightly and nestled securely into the suit. he sounds far off when he speaks again. ]
Anything I need to know about this piece?
[ spinal equipment is... fragile and even that doesn't quite cover it. so he hefts the ratchet a bit more carefully in his hand and applies it to the top bolt first.
he doesn't turn it just yet, instead nodding alayne over close. extra hands at a moment's notice. he holds the position. ]
[ there isn't anything to separate the spine from the circuitry beneath, which is the point of the damn suit to begin with- to make him part of the jaeger. to make sure they feel everything, together. it's possible that if something goes wrong, pulls when it needs to push, well. it sure as hell won't be comfortable.
this isn't actually something chuck decides to tell him, and maybe that can be called trust. he doesn't have a world of options either way, and the last time he'd done this song and dance, it sure as hell hadn't been an engineer pulling him apart. that clarke moves are carefully as he does around him does something to loosen the knots that his fists are perpetually curled into. chuck's gaze remains straight ahead, focused on absolutely nothing of note, but holding there like he's been issued a command order. there's significantly less tension in his voice, and it's a sharp contrast to the schooled facade he keeps his expression penned into. ]
It'll go all at once, if ya peel it back easy. There're prongs on each notch, that connect underneath the suit. They'll release once the bolts do.
[ There is nothing left for Alayne to do now except remain quiet and out of the way. The ratchet delivered, she retreats a small distance so as to give Isaac a well enough berth of Chuck as he circuits him. Already she sees his mind working, the expression on his face growing thoughtful and distant. Isaac Clarke was the sort of man who could get lost in things, though sometimes those things were his work and sometimes those things were his nightmares — each having as good of a pull as the other. The gleam of metal and the innards of engines or simply the flat, screaming dark; in the end it made no difference, they were both a part of him now.
She gives her attention first to her guardian only to find it wander back to Ranger Hansen after a while. Eyes straight, attention forward; again, it makes her think of the Master Chief. Pushing herself from the edge of the table where she's situated herself, Alayne walks forward, into Chuck's field of vision and places herself here if only to see whether his gaze will linger (the priority in eyes forward) or if it will go elsewhere (the priority in not looking at her).
When she speaks her voice is politely curious, a question that is less interjection and more another conversation that's meant to run in tandem. ]
[ there's a flicker to his hands, the only signal betrayed as a result of her insertion into his line of sight. clarke isn't the only one who prefers to get lose himself in the moment- in his work. that alayne comes in close, places herself between him and his self-appointed task leaves a tightening in his jaw. corded tension in the notches of his spine that he doesn't soothe so much as suffocate. the wrench starts in at his back. chuck plants his feet and doesn't give an inch beneath the pressure.
(there's a story there, one about a man who doesn't let himself move under the weight of another, but bows into tides)
chuck meets her gaze like he's proving a point (he hasn't decided if that's accurate or not yet) and keeps his silence. turns the question over like he might see something new, find a beginning if not an end. what is it you fight, ranger hansen? where the hell does he start explaining the kaiju. and does he want to. ]
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all he is outside the drift.
alayne leads the way and her wolf goes on ahead, but chuck says nothing. it is as much a dry resignation as it is a child's petulant (meaningless) protest. ]
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Somewhere along the way as they climb the stairs to the third floor she pulls out her watch from her dress and sends him fair warning that they're to arrive soon. When they finally reach the door in question Alayne stands infront it but then fails to knock. Turning on her heel she meets Ranger Hansen's gaze, leveling him evenly with a simple declaration. ]
Engineer Clarke has agreed to this turn of favor. Please do not ruin it with your— [ You-ness. ] —barking.
[ And then before he can so much as respond, Alayne has turned again and is knocking briskly upon Isaac's door. Once, twice, in a careful rhythm — one he'd recognize as specifically her. ]
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the knock comes, thankfully, expected, bringing him to slip out of his room slowly at first.
when he meets them at the door, he greets alayne first with a nod and then lady with a careful ruffle between her ears that turns into a gently scratching just along her jaw. turning his attention to chuck is the last thing he does, observing him briefly from top to bottom and stepping to the side of the door to let them in. ]
Ranger Hansen, right?
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but the door comes open all the same and the moment is lost.
the man standing there is as much what he expected as he isn't- though this is owed largely to chuck's absolute lack thereof. there's a guarded gratitude in his expression, because there has to be something when he's wearing the guy's clothes- but verbal extensions don't appear forthcoming. lady's tail bats against chuck's knee, and he doesn't look down. ranger hansen. it's the first time in what feels like an age that anyone's said it with that kind of inflection. his spine straightens on reflex, and the dip of his chin is fractional- but present nonetheless. ]
Mister Clarke.
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Alayne does not hesitate to follow after, though she pauses long enough to return Isaac's nod with a tiny curtsey of her own. This looks and feels, on her part, almost perfunctory in the way her gaze lowers not out of modesty but amusement, some unspoken exchange passing briefly between her and Isaac before she too brushes past, her hand very briefly touching his elbow as she does so. There is an air about her now that is decidedly different than when it had simply been her and Ranger Hansen. She seems young, not in naive way, but in a way that is self-aware and almost mischevious; a mix of don't be cross with me and look what I've found and he's awful, just wait and see. The transition between one version of Alayne and the next is practically seamless, a deft trading of temperaments. If Chuck is a dog whose bark she must suffer, Isaac is like a modest star whose sunlight she's eager to drink.
She moves about the room with easy familiarity, pausing at his table to study the tools he's laid out, a hand touching his notebook. ] Four hands, Isaac? [ she asks.
(Do you need my help?) ] Or simply two?
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Four.
[ he says it with a wave of his fingers, thumb tucked against his palm as he looks at chuck with a slight uptick in his lips. she'd been helpful in prying off his own armor, hands small and deft. no doubt she'd be of use again. looking over chuck once more, he eyes the suit carefully while approaching. there's an ease to his steps as he takes a few steps around him. there's a sense of curiosity that sometimes likes to overtake him. technology doesn't exactly waltz right through the door every day here. ]
You mind if I get a closer look?
[ to touch. he asks it out of courtesy--met with none on occasion. but there's a part in the back, he can see it nestled straight down the middle, that might make for a good starting point; bolted in to various plates that come around. ]
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he's distantly aware that friendships sometimes bear responsibility for this kind of thing- but it isn't something he wants to think about.
it leaves chuck watching on with a shuttered sort of awareness, and nodding when he's directly asked after. he isn't wary, and he sure as hell isn't afraid- but it's clear that he's at something of a loss all the same. his drivesuit is special- for what it does and what it means. while not necessarily a man who placed particular importance on sentimentality, it's- a stretch all it's own that he's here. allowing someone else to get their hands on it. to take him apart. ]
Poly-carbonate on top. [ chuck steps in and moves into a semi-circle. it frees up just enough of his would be spinal cord for a good look without turning his back entirely. ] 'Ers a circuitry suit underneath.
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Tilting her head, she studies the unfamiliar planes of Ranger Hansen's suit as he turns. The light coming from the window catches the metal vertebrae of the clamp along his spine and she glances sideways at Isaac (to where the muted cyan glow of his RIG is visible from the nape of his neck all the way down his back). ]
Is it like a RIG? [ she asks Isaac, though the way her brow pinches suggests she doesn't think so. ] There is no light.
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there are more of you. but he'll broach it later. ]
No, it's not.
[ this suit looks too cumbersome to walk around in. it's built for more than that. isaac has seen all kinds of suits in his day and age. his own is for extreme combat--the kind where the crowds are rough, the atmosphere is thin. he's seen vintage astronaut suits dating back to who knows when (maybe early 22nd century). soldier suits like carver's--large and menacing, frightening to look at through a civilian lense.
no this is a suit for a suit.
and a circuitry suit beneath. ]
You know what part goes in last?
[ we'll start there. ]
Figure since it's yours.
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alayne he gets.
clarke- he hasn't got a number for.
he's got next to no reason to mix himself up in this, beyond what he can only assume is an extension of his role with the girl. chuck has a set of the man's clothes for christsake. but there's a bearing to his weight that feels familiar. the way technicians had moved around him in a team- assessing, learning- welding him together. it's in the flicker of his eyes. where they move to his designation, his markings, the notches of his mechanical joints. the line of chuck's shoulders doesn't soften- but it does ease.
his face moves- leaves the engineer to the purview (an extension of trust if there ever was one) to turn themselves to the line of tools. ]
Spine's last. Syncs up t'the circuitry. Plates go on quick, chest an'back usually one guy after the other. You'll need a rachet.
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Chuck's suit, Alayne assumes, should prove no different.
Chuck should prove no different.)
The wariness that she'd been met with upon their first meeting is there couched in his gaze as the two men exchange back and forth about the armor. It's been so long since Alayne first crossed paths with the engineer that she no longer remembers what he had been like as a stranger — if he'd warranted suspicion at all beyond the usual tentativeness Alayne gave all strangers. Perhaps if she were left standing in a room with two people she barely knew, one of which poked and prodded at her, the other of which stared, she would feel just as wary.
(But she'd be better at pretending she didn't.)
At the word rachet, Alayne looks at Isaac to follow where precisely his gaze lands amongst the tools. When it finally rests on one, she moves to pick it up, the weight of it heavy in her hands as she holds it like a nurse awaiting a doctor's orders. ]
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that's my girl is the sort of thing he'd say, but he keeps it to himself as he turns his eyes back to the situation at hand. ]
So we'll work... out from here...
[ he moves a bit more quickly now, finding bolts, remembering what seems to latch onto where (try that after, this will come before, that goes off later--it'll jam, don't want to bust it). he touches each one carefully--one, two... and so on before holding out his hand to alayne with a nod. this is the part that will be the most trying. the back is always delicate. whatever this piece is supposed to do, it's fastened in tightly and nestled securely into the suit. he sounds far off when he speaks again. ]
Anything I need to know about this piece?
[ spinal equipment is... fragile and even that doesn't quite cover it. so he hefts the ratchet a bit more carefully in his hand and applies it to the top bolt first.
he doesn't turn it just yet, instead nodding alayne over close. extra hands at a moment's notice. he holds the position. ]
'Fore I start.
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[ there isn't anything to separate the spine from the circuitry beneath, which is the point of the damn suit to begin with- to make him part of the jaeger. to make sure they feel everything, together. it's possible that if something goes wrong, pulls when it needs to push, well. it sure as hell won't be comfortable.
this isn't actually something chuck decides to tell him, and maybe that can be called trust. he doesn't have a world of options either way, and the last time he'd done this song and dance, it sure as hell hadn't been an engineer pulling him apart. that clarke moves are carefully as he does around him does something to loosen the knots that his fists are perpetually curled into. chuck's gaze remains straight ahead, focused on absolutely nothing of note, but holding there like he's been issued a command order. there's significantly less tension in his voice, and it's a sharp contrast to the schooled facade he keeps his expression penned into. ]
It'll go all at once, if ya peel it back easy. There're prongs on each notch, that connect underneath the suit. They'll release once the bolts do.
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She gives her attention first to her guardian only to find it wander back to Ranger Hansen after a while. Eyes straight, attention forward; again, it makes her think of the Master Chief. Pushing herself from the edge of the table where she's situated herself, Alayne walks forward, into Chuck's field of vision and places herself here if only to see whether his gaze will linger (the priority in eyes forward) or if it will go elsewhere (the priority in not looking at her).
When she speaks her voice is politely curious, a question that is less interjection and more another conversation that's meant to run in tandem. ]
What is it that you fight, Ranger Hansen?
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(there's a story there, one about a man who doesn't let himself move under the weight of another, but bows into tides)
chuck meets her gaze like he's proving a point (he hasn't decided if that's accurate or not yet) and keeps his silence. turns the question over like he might see something new, find a beginning if not an end. what is it you fight, ranger hansen? where the hell does he start explaining the kaiju. and does he want to. ]
Monsters.
From the ocean.