[ he doesn't understand what chuck means when he says we have our orders, but even if he did, raleigh thinks he'll do what he's always done when given an order he doesn't believe in — wholesale disregard, made solid by sheer force of will, and it's definitely cost him more than an armful of nerve damage and a brain half-mushed, but he wasn't going to change that any time soon.
he wasn't going to change that part of him - the part that, to this day, he reminds himself had cost him yancy - especially not when the alternative would be someone else's family becoming the cost.
raleigh's done with that. a hundred times over done with that. ]
Talk me through it, [ he asks, because there's a power to words that raleigh knows of, how just saying things make them more real, more founded. talk me through it, it might help. ]
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[ he doesn't understand what chuck means when he says we have our orders, but even if he did, raleigh thinks he'll do what he's always done when given an order he doesn't believe in — wholesale disregard, made solid by sheer force of will, and it's definitely cost him more than an armful of nerve damage and a brain half-mushed, but he wasn't going to change that any time soon.
he wasn't going to change that part of him - the part that, to this day, he reminds himself had cost him yancy - especially not when the alternative would be someone else's family becoming the cost.
raleigh's done with that. a hundred times over done with that. ]
Talk me through it, [ he asks, because there's a power to words that raleigh knows of, how just saying things make them more real, more founded. talk me through it, it might help. ]